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Théâtre de Satan
Bazodemelo ita piripesonu olanu
Na-zoda-vabehe OX
Zodameranu ciaosi caosago
od beliorosa od coresi ta aberamiji
Mu pa telai, Tu wa melai, a, a, a.
Tu fu tulu, Pa, Sa, Ga.
Qui Mu telai, Yu pa melai, u, u, u.
Se gu malai, Pe fu telai, Fu tu lu.
O chi balae, Wa pa malae: Ut, Ut, Ut!
Ge, fu latrai, Le fu malai. Kut! Hut! Nut!
Al OAI, Rel moai. Ti-Ti-Ti!
Wa la pelai, Tu fu latai, Wi, Ni, Bi.
Hoathahe IADA!
Theodizee
She embraced the world around her
The happy things to gain
Sought for love in every breath
Even in those of the sadist insane
She believed that for death
And live a higher being was in need
Her confessions went with her
When she died in her blood on a lonely street
After a long time inner struggling
He came to the conclusion
That god would be the one to blame
Hard inner fights brought the solution
So he put Satan in the empty frame
Was sure about his great discovery
Talked of social-Darwinism
Until he ended up in the psychiatry
Where from to where and why
Come on and ask, don't be shy
Where from to where and why
Come on and try, try, try
Tale
A wicked witch once spelled a castle
And the king who lived in it
A weird spell, she spelled so wicked
Should be now on house and him
High king on his marble tower
Watched over land and sky and sea
Saw tiny spots running around there
But never coming near
Rich king in his safe, strong castle
Made up a new philosophy
Lives' reason finally to find
But he couldn't find one tiny truth
And you know
How the witches spell went?
"Never near, never away
No need to leave, no need to stay
Come and go, it's all the same
You won't entwine
You'll go insane"
Strong king in his darkened chamber
Stared into a crystal ball
So clear, he tried so hard to see
But never saw anything at all
Some day someone got invited
To come and join the mighty king
The spell that haunted man and castle
Was now put on someone else
A wicked witch once spelled a castle
And the king who lived in it
A weird spell, she spelled so wicked
Should be now on house and him
King and queen now talked in silence
Walked their ways without a move
Both stared into crystal balls
And loved each other as they could
RIP
What's that question in your eyes
Don't get me wrong, I'm quite all right
The pain has gone, yes it's o.k.
just take that lie of compassion away
The funny game we used to play
In former days now works no more
Our friendship's poisoned by demandings
That no messiah could fulfil
In these grey nights a friend of mine
Sweet boredom has become my lover
Since you died he took your place
Now I can even stand your face
Gratitude bleeding nude
Can't you see, love's sold out
Now I'm free
Decades' Diary
Time is a narcotic
Loss of innocence has lost it's exotic thrill
Self confidence increased
With decreasing resistance
To ubiquitous lies
In the darkness of years long passed
Strong feelings glom up
Like lighted matches
Now the never extinguishing
Neon of reason
Superseded them
Time is a narcotic
Events stabbed wounds
And words digged holes
From where naivety poured out
It has been well replaced
By what is called experience
There are same rare flickers of wondering
How painless the procedure all in all went
And then, a vestige of shame:
Have I really thought to be stronger
than all the others?
Don't fight, don't try
Accept, believe, feel, think, dream
But don't try not to lie
Because time is a narcotic
Looks In Tenebris
Standing at the open grave
Grief and tears and pain
Maybe you are lucky
And the narcotic works:
The Lord will be my shepherd
And Jesus gives me live
Eternally and merciful
On the other side
Watching the news day after day
Disney warfare and blood
Maybe you know more than me
And look behind the task:
There's no thing like corruption
There's just one jewish plot
There's no thing like mere violence
There are strange powers involved
Millions of dead in black and white
The date is forty-five
Maybe you're intelligent
And discovered a lie:
There is a plan in everything
So history makes sense
It's evolution developing
to a glorious end
There are no explanations
No consolations, not at all
There's just the will
Without illusions
Not to fall, not to fall
Hope
Those unable to change and to kill
Pray to a tale in the fog
They pray to their god or to their ideal
They try so very very hard to love
But nothing can help it
The pressure gets higher
Tears are breaking their way
Yes, it could be, life might be a sin
For some unknown reason
There is no answer
Out in the darkness
Inside you
No escape from the ship
That has been sinking
Since mankind started thinking
You spit out the blood
That runs in your venes
Grasping for freedom or peace
You kneel on the floor
And lick it all up
And seal the deed with a tear
A funny feeling to have no choice
Since ages you know so well:
Hope will be your assassin
And your saviour
There won't be an escape
Oh Death
My name is death and none can excel
I can open the doors of heaven or hell
Cast aside the flesh of thee
Cast it aside and set you free
I'm the Death, I won't spare you over till
another year
Death, oh Death consider my age
Please don't take me at this stage
My wealth is all at your command
If you'll but stay your icy hand
Oh Death, won't you spare me over till
another year
The old, the young, the rich, the poor
It's all alike me with, you know
No wealth, no land, no silver, no gold
Nothing satisfies me but your soul
I'm the Death, I won't spare you over till
another year
Love, oh Love come to my bed
Place cold towels upon my head
My eyes are blind and I can't see
Take this sheet, pull it over me
Oh Death, won't you spare me over till
another year
An Luna
Schwester von dem ersten Licht
Bild der Zärtlichkeit in Trauer
Nebel fließt mit Silberschauer
Um dein reizendes Gesicht;
Deines leichten Fußes Lauf
Weckt aus tagverschlossnen Höhlen
Traurig abgeschiedne Seelen
Mich und nächtge Vögel auf.
Forschend übersieht dein Blick
Eine großgemessne Weite.
Hebe mich an deine Seite
Gib der Schwärmerei dies Glück!
Und in wollustvoller Ruh
Säh' der weitverschlagne Ritter
Durch das gläserne Gegitter
Seines Mädchens Nächten zu.
Des Beschauens holdes Glück
Mildert solcher Ferne Qualen,
Und ich sammle deine Strahlen
Und ich schärfe meinen Blick:
Hell und heller wird es schon
Um die unverhüllten Glieder
Und schon zieht sie mich hernieder,
Wie dich einst Endymion.
Lenore
Lenore fuhr im Morgenrot
Empor aus schweren Träumen:
"Bist untreu Wilhelm oder tot,
Wie lange willst du säumen?"
Er war mit König Friedrichs Macht
Gezogen in die Prager Schlacht
Und hatte nicht geschrieben
Ob er gesund geblieben.
So wütete Verzweifelung
Ihr in Gehirn und Adern.
Sie fuhr mit Gottes Fürsehung
Vermessen fort zu hadern.
Zerschlug den Busen und zerrang
Die Hand bis Sonnenuntergang
Bis auf am Himmelsbogen
Die goldenen Sterne zogen.
Und draußen, horch, ging's
Trapp trapp trapp
Als wie von Rosses Hufen
Und klirrend stieg ein Reiter ab
An des Geländers Stufen.
Und horch, und horch, den Pfortenring
Ganz lose leise klingeling
Dann kamen durch die Pforte
Vernehmlich diese Worte:
"Holla, holla, tu auf mein Kind
Schläfst Liebchen oder wachst du?
Wie bist noch gegen mich gesinnt
Und weinest oder lachst du?"
"Ach Wilhelm, du so spät bei Nacht?
Geweinet hab' ich und gewacht
Ach, großes Leid erlitten.
Wo kommst du hergeritten?"
"Wir satteln nur um Mitternacht,
Weit ritt ich her von Böhmen.
Ich habe spät mich aufgemacht
Und will dich mit mir nehmen!"
"Ach Wilhelm, erst herein geschwind
Den Hagedorn durchsaust der Wind,
Herein in meinen Armen
Herzliebster zum erwarmen."
"Lass sausen durch den Hagedorn
Lass sausen, Kind, lass sausen.
Der Rappe scharrt, es klirrt der Sporn
Ich darf allhier nicht hausen.
Komm, schürze, spring und schwinge dich
Muss heut noch hundert Meilen
Mit dir ins Brautbett eilen"
Schön Liebchen schürzte sprang
Und schwang sich auf das Ross behende.
Wohl um den trauten Reiter
schwang sie ihre Lilienhände
Und hurre hurre, hopp hopp hopp
Ging's fort im sausenden Galopp
Dass Ross und Reiter schnoben
Und Kies und Funken stoben.
Zur rechten und zur linken Hand
Vorbei an ihren Blicken
Wie flogen Anger, Heid und Land
Wie donnerten die Brücken!
"Graut Liebchen auch
Der Mond scheint hell
Hurra, die Toten reiten schnell
Graut Liebchen auch vor Toten?"
"Ach nein, doch lass die Toten."
Rasch auf ein gittern Eisentor
Ging's mit verhängtem Zügel
Mit schwanker Gert' ein Schlag davor
Zersprengte Schloss und Riegel.
Die Flügel flogen klirrend auf
Und über Gräber ging der Lauf
Es blinkten Leichensteine
Rund im Mondenscheine
Da sieh, da sieh! Im Augenblick
Huhu, ein grässlich Wunder!
Des Reiters Koller Stück für Stück
Fiel ab wie mürber Zunder.
Zum Schädel ohne Zopf und Schopf
Zum nackten Schädel ward sein Kopf
Sein Körper zum Gerippe
Mit Stundenglas und Hippe.
Hoch bäumte sich, wild schnob der
Rapp
Und sprühte Feuerfunken
Und Hui! war's unter ihr hinab
Verschwunden und Versunken
Geheul, Geheul aus hoher Luft
Gewinsel kam aus tiefer Gruft
Lenorens Herz mit Beben
Rang zwischen Tod und Leben
Es tanzten nun im Mondenglanz
Rundherum im Kreise
Die Geister einen Kettentanz
Und heulten diese Weise:
"Graut Liebchen auch
Der Mond scheint hell
Hurra, die Toten reiten schnell
Graut Liebchen auch vor Toten?"
"Oh weh, lass ruhn' die Toten."
Trust me
Lay down my dear, in silence and trance
Close your eyes and join in the very last dance
Put your trust in me because Trust's my
name
Till the end of time I will calm your pain
You've been waiting long but now I'm here
Do believe in me and I will come near
Don't you fear my dark eternal embrace
Sinking down in a nameless hace
Be confident, look in my eyes
A poisoned kiss leads to paradise
Just a little courage will heal your wounds
Just one small step and you'll be free soon
No way back, my dear, you've made your choice
You deny to be a foolish gods' toy
Now look back, can you see? Their cries
make you smile
I will keep them away for our journeys while
A lifetime's melting into a tale
Moments turn to years, we are on our way
Lay down my dear, in silence and trance
All laughter and crying are over for sure
Lay down my dear, in silence and trance
You will never know what you've been here for
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Trust me
Put your trust in me because trust´s
my name
Till the end of time I will calm your pain
You´ve waited so long and now I´m
here
Do believe in me and I will come near
Don´t you fear my dark eternal embrace
Sinking down in a nameless hace
Be confident, look in my eyes
A poisoned kiss leads to paradise
Just a little courage will heal your wounds
Just one small step and you´ll be free soon
No way back, my dear, you´ve made your choice
You deny to be a foolish gods´ toy
Now look back, can you see? Their cries
make you smile
I will keep them away for our journeys while
A lifetime´s melting into a tale
Moments turn to years, we are on our way
Lay down my dear, in silence and trance
Anyone, anything will now hurt you no more
Lay down my dear, in silence and trance
You will never know what you´ve been here
for
Théatre du Satan
Bazodemelo ita piripesonu olanu
Na-zoda-vabehe OX
Zodameranu ciaosi caosago
od beliorosa od coresi ta aberamiji
Mu pa telai, Tu wa melai, a, a, a.
Tu fu tulu, Pa, Sa, Ga.
Qui Mu telai, Yu pa melai, u, u, u.
Se gu malai, Pe fu telai, Fu tu lu.
O chi balae, Wa pa malae: Ut, Ut, Ut!
Ge, fu latrai, Le fu malai. Kut! Hut! Nut!
Al OAI, Rel moai. Ti-Ti-Ti!
Wa la pelai, Tu fu latai, Wi, Ni, Bi.
Hoathahe IADA!
Der erste Mittag ist wie der dritte Himmel
aus 26
Hiazynthsäulen gemacht.
Erscheine zum Schrecken der Erde und zur Tröstung
für uns und jene, die vorbereitet sind.
Schweigend vollendete der Mond seine Bewegung,
das war lieblich, in der Luft.
Wer den Willen hat, wird sein Ziel erreichen,
wer es will wird es erlangen durch den Mond,
durch mich und den Engel des Herrn.
Nun hört die Stille auf,
der Mond nimmt lieblich zu: Initiation.
Der Isis Kuß ist honigsüß
mein Wollen ist beendet, der Wille ist erlangt.
Siehe, das Löwenkind schwimmt,
und der Mond dreht sich: Du! Triumph!
Der Wille ist wie ein Dieb,
der starke Wille wankt vor Khuit, Hadit, Nuit.
Dem Gott OAI sei Lobpreis
Vom Ende bis zum Anfang.
Und möge niemand fallen, der erlangen will
Das Schwert, die Gleichgewichte, die Krone.
Ein wahrer Verehrer des Höchsten!
(18. Enochian Evocation by Dr. J. Dee/
E. Kelly; Evocation OAI by A. Crowley, Liber Stellae Rubae. German translation
by J. Dvorac. Adapted by A. Schilz)
Theodizee
She embraced the world around her
The happy things to gain
Sought for love in every breath
Even in those of the sadist insane
She believed that for death
And live a higher being was in need
Her confessions went with her
When she died in her blood on a lonely street
After a long time inner struggling
He came to the conclusion
That god would be the one to blame
Hard inner fights brought the solution
So he put Satan in the empty frame
Was sure about his great discovery
Talked of social-darwinism
Until he ended up in the psychiatry
Where from to where and why
Come on and ask, don´t be shy
Where from to where and why
Come on and try, try, try
Tale
A wicked witch once spelled a castle
And the king who lived in it
A weird spell, she spelled so wicked
Should be now on house and him
High king on his marble tower
Watched over land and sky and sea
Saw tiny spots running around there
But never coming near
And you know
How the witches spell went?
“Never near, never away
No need to leave, no need to stay
Come and go, it´s all the same
You won´t entwine
You´ll go insane”
Rich king in his safe, strong castle
Made up a new philosophy
Live´s reason finally to find
But he couldn´t find one tiny truth
Strong king in his darkened chamber
Stared into a crystal ball
So clear, he tried so hard to see
But never saw anything at all
Some day someone got invited
To come and join the mighty king
The spell that haunted man and castle
Was now put on someone else
A wicked witch once spelled a castle
And the king who lived in it
A weird spell, she spelled so wicked
Should be now on house and him
King and queen now talked in silence
Walked their ways without a move
Both stared into crystal balls
And loved each other as they could
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Dome of Lies
Laying down he tried to think of things
he loved
But again cold darkness stroke him with her fatal
shaft
To something nameless he was begging for a rest
He found the weight of a hole world lasting on
his chest
In the dome of lies his dream became a
reliquie he prayed at
What a shock when lights went out and the shrine
of fears he met
Till dawn he was rotating in his sheets
An eternity spend with unfulfilled needs
A sunray came in and reflected in a tear
The new days little noises took away the fear
When he left the house he was almost in
time
All that dear well known eyes assured him he was
fine
Thank god like always a successful day passed
by
But late at evening he got nervous and couldn
´t tell just why
Vivien
Your mask of innocence suits you so well
Your warm eyes shine in a world full of lies
Just so full of lies as yourself are, my dear
But now you will no longer be saved
By this foolish whim of purity you believe in
Do you mind my vanity really that much?
Be careful, ´cause it could happen to you
That I don ´t take only your body but your
soul, too
See a human heart is unable, forever unable
To tell sin from love
Do I see a flicker in your clear look?
Time for us to tear of your chains
Whom else should you trust but me goddess of love?
Do no longer pretend to resist
Confess to a truth older and deeper
Than any religion ever could be
Basilisk
High above on rugged clouds a strange beast
sits and stares
His breath lies on the evening air, it waits for
somebody who dares…
In the hollows of his head the twilight at day
sleeps
It ´s the bearer of the yearning, in fading
colours out it creeps
Although she knew it was a risk she loved
the smell of dying days
It took the beast a second to break her minds
hermetic case
Destiny wouldn´ t unfold, right from the
start she knew
The scent of blood got through her mind but she
never would submit
Bien sur mon cœur, il y a quelque
que fait tourner le monde
Beauté luit à travers l´horreur
Il n´y a personne de juge toi
Risque de jouer le jeu de la chimère
A lewd smile was on her lips when she realized
A feast was going on inside of her – the
masturbation of the beast
Dancing on the edge of thoughts she just couldn´t
resist
She let Lucifer kiss her soul, her brain was a
clenched fist
Thulia
Thulia, Thulia in ivy is dressed
White blossoms flatter her breast
Thulia, Thulia in silver and green
Her eyes only the lark has seen
Thulia hides deep inside the stitching
boredom of her life
Thulia dances on in the fog ´cause somebody
must do the job
Thulia, Thulia an ivory face
On dead smooth waters, leafs as lace
Thulia, Thulia on veils on mist
Her ancient body the moonlight kissed
Thulia, Thulia the blue sky is yearning
Summerwind brings an empty smell
Thulia, Thulia ideas come in phrases
The world runs in circles, the sunshine remains
Seven Veils
I´ ve kissed thy mouth, Iocanaan
There was a bitter taste on your lips
The taste of blood, Iocanaan
Maybe it was the taste of love
They say that loves a bitter taste
But who cares anyway?
I´ve kissed thy mouth, Iocanaan
I´ve kissed thy gory lips, Iocanaan
Spring
Is it the weather dragging me down
The warm and tender wind of spring
Could be the weather making me sick
Pale sun in a colourless sky
Are it those people walking together
Just like they really could
Don ´t they see the dirt they are stepping
upon
No longer hidden by the melting snow
Yes, it could be the warmth
That kills me today
The tender thin wind that wraps me in
Much to warm for this season they say
Was it you put your arm around me
When I just wanted to be alone
Or all of those loving looks you gave me
I never ever asked you for
Was it your silent weeping at night
Where it those secret words
You spoke and you wrote and I´ ll never
forget
When only silence could have saved our hearts
Loved
Leaving prisons by just talking
Breaking chains by just walking
Together
Words crush like silent waves
From one mind to another
The mirror I want to see myself in is you
No means to hurt
Because there is no need to hurt
No need hide
No need to dive
Into the sea of masks
We´ ve left behind
Hope
Those unable to change and to kill
Pray to a tale in the dark
They pray to their god or to their ideal
They try so hard to love
But nothing can help it, the pressure gets higher
Tears are breaking their way
Yes, it could be, live might be a sin
For some unknown reason
There is no answer out in the darkness
inside you
No escape from the ship that has been sinking
Since mankind started thinking
You spit out the blood that runs in your
venes
Grasping for freedom or peace
You kneel on the floor and lick it all up
And seal the deed with a tear
A funny feeling to have no choice
Since ages you know so well:
Hope will remain your assassin and your saviour
There won ´t be an escape
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